Ive had enough of this.
My life isnt a mess, I've been endlessly blessed. That said I have squandered my blessings. My family deserves better than I have given them.
This page is my accountability and commitment. Im nobody special, almost forgettable to most. Just a normal guy trying to change his life.
I am an NPC in a forgotten video game. It's my fault and my burden to carry until it is fixed.
This is my 153 day journey. On July 11th, 2025 I will be 46 years old. I have two great kids and a wonderful family. By all accounts I should be happy with where I am, and the life I have. I'm not. Deep down I know where I have half-stepped and taken the easy road. Admitting that is hard because I am ashamed of what I have let myself become. You cannot fix what you cannot measure. I have not measured up to my own standards in a very long time.
Presently, Im in a pretty good place to work from objectively. I do have a business that is stable if not terribly profitable at the moment. I just finished coding/launching my first Software as a Servive product that I just started actively selling. I own my home and I dont really have any debt. Physically, I am in decent enough shape but have let myself get about 30 pounds overweight.
Scale gsFiresite to $10,000 Month Recurring Revenue from $300 now
Lose 50+ pounds, Regain my athletic build
Finish Coding my Second Software Business- CargoZig
Finish Building my Mom's House & Get her moved in
*Basic bodyweight exercises include: squats, pushups, situps, dips, lunges